HaTi YanG Kau SakitI

ape perasaan ble ttbe de org 2 janji & x tunaikn janji???
sedih...
geram...
rsa mcm nk penampar pon der...
dlu bukan maen lg...berjanji...
sbb 2 la ak x suke org yg berjanji ni...
janji tggl janji...
ak msh lg simpan msg janji 2 sume...

pe kes ttbe nk delete sume fb, fs, tagged???
takot terkantoi la 2...
laen kali...kalu rse x mampu nk tunaikn janji 2...
x yah la berjanji yer...
wat sakit ati jer...
apasal ym pon x delete skali???
lg bagus....

mayb slh ak gak sbb kuarkn status yg menyakitkan
tp...2 bkn utk kau..
2 tuk org laen..
ak x pernah terniat nk menyakitkan hati kau...
ak pon thu sbnrnya kte dh x leh jd kwn...
tp kau pk x time ko dgr sume cerita nonsense tu???
ati ak sgt la sakit....
kau lbh percyakn org laen dr ak...
smpai skrg...ak msh x phm knapa kau msti percyakan die dr ak...
bknny kau x penah kwn dgn ak dlu...
kau sndr pon tau time kte berkwn 2 ak dh kapel dgn org laen...
kau tgk camner ak layan kau...
sbb ak tau ak dh kapel dgn org laen...
ak treat kau sbg kwn...no more...
same thing goes to kau....
spnjg kte kapel...ak keep going berkwn dgn mmbr2 laki ak yg laen..,
situasi yg sme time kte blom kapel lg....
then...knape ssh nk percyakan ak lg...
ak bg kau kebebasan utk berkwn dgn p'puan laen...
sbb ak tau kau ada khdpn kau sndr...
ak percyakn kau...
wlpn ak tau ada org yg try nk pikat kau...tp ak still blh bersbr...
kapel x bermksd kene kawal segala2nya...
kne ikot pe yg org laen wat...
bg ak...kapel is about hati...
as long as u're in de journey...
ak pasti hati xkn mudah berubah...
hati adalah subjektif....
tp ak smkn x phm akan kau...
lg ak x phm dgn org yg menyampaikan crite 2...
ko pehal nk bercerite cam 2???
pe yg ko jeles sgt...
ape yg ak lbh dr ko???
x pe la...dh i2 yg ko wat kt ak...ak bknny style yg suker berdendam..
ak xkn wat ape yg ko wat kt ak dlu...
i'll let it go by time...
but...ak akn igt smpai ble2...

ni lg 1 org yg ak menghdpi stress...
org yg x nk fhm2 akan apa yg ak x mau...
dh ak ckp xnk...dok paksa ak spy trime 2 pe kes???
"life is wonderful if others feel de same as u're..i still keep hoping dat u will feel the same as i do..."
now wat???
de 2 mksd kt sni...
1) nk suh ak trime cinta die
2) nk suh ak rse camner perasaan ble cinta x disambut..
tell me...which one???

tlg la...penat tau asyik dok ckp bende yg sme...
ak da ckp bnda ni 7 years back...
between us just normal frenz...
i dont have dat kind of feeling for u...
why its hard to make u understand???
i have to finish up my project...
and...u come back...why now???
tlg la anggap ak as your frenz...
bka ati 2 utk org laen...
doa without usaha is useless tau x???
ak bkn p'puan yg mudah nk touching2 dgn ayat2 cam2...
plz la...let me breath easy...